It was a year ago today I watch my older sister take her last breath.  I will never forget it. I still relive it in dreams.  Yes it was beyond heartbreaking, but it was also beautiful.  Becca had been suffering for years, she was ready to go home.  I know she was heartbroken to leave her babies though.  A few minutes before she died she tried to whisper something in my ear.  She couldn't get it out, but when I assured her her babies were OK and we would always take care of them, she relaxed and closed her eyes.  I'm sure her last earthly thoughts were of them. 

 I love you big sis so very much!  I miss being able to call and tell you every little thing happening in my life!  You have and still do inspire me in so many ways!  Can't wait to see you in eternity. :-)


We had a wonderful family evening last night to just sit and share memories.  I didn't post this last night cause it was so late when I got home.  That was a good thing though! :)  I'm glad we took that time.  I have a wonderful family, and I'm so grateful for each one of them.